Chapter 1: The First Death
~1.7k words · 2026-06-22
The forum thread was seven years old and buried under seventeen layers of spam.
Zhang Xia found it at 3:47 AM, hunched over her laptop in a dorm room that smelled like instant noodles and desperation. Her roommate had gone home for the winter break. The heating had died three hours ago. She'd wrapped herself in two blankets and a hoodie that had once been black but was now the color of regret.
She'd been searching for answers about her mother's death. Instead, she found a link that would kill her.
The thread title was in broken English: "REAL past life app. Not fake. I try it."
Below it, seven years of replies. Most were variations of "scam" and "OP is crazy" and "where download". The original poster never responded. But in the middle of the thread, buried under a cascade of troll comments, someone had posted a single line:
"APK unlocked. 24 hours only. Last chance before they patch it."
No name. No avatar. Just a link.
Zhang Xia stared at it. Her fingers were numb from cold. Her eyes burned from three nights of caffeine and grief. She should have been sleeping. She should have been processing. Instead, she was scrolling through the dark web, looking for ghosts.
She clicked.
The download took six seconds. The file was small. Smaller than any app she'd ever seen. No name. No icon. Just a blank square that installed itself onto her phone without asking permission.
She almost deleted it. Her thumb hovered over the uninstall button.
Then the app opened.
Black screen. White text. One word:
SAMSARA
Below it, a single line of instruction:
*"To enter a past life, hold the phone and close your eyes."*
Zhang Xia laughed. A hollow, exhausted sound. This was stupid. This was a virus. This was exactly the kind of thing her mother had warned her about.
But her mother was dead.
And what else was she going to do at four in the morning?
She held the phone. She closed her eyes.
Nothing happened.
She opened her eyes. The screen was still black. Still white text. Still the same instruction.
She tried again. Held the phone tighter. Squeezed her eyes shut until she saw colors behind her eyelids.
Nothing.
"Stupid," she muttered. She tossed the phone onto her bed and reached for her laptop.
But her hand never made it.
The world twisted.
It wasn't a feeling of falling. It wasn't spinning. It was more like someone had grabbed the fabric of reality and pulled it sideways. Zhang Xia felt her body stretch, compress, dissolve. She tried to scream, but she had no mouth. She tried to open her eyes, but she had no eyes.
Then she had a body again.
It was not her body.
She was kneeling on cold stone. Rough fabric bound her wrists behind her back. The air smelled of incense and blood. Torches flickered along stone walls, casting shadows that danced like living things.
Zhang Xia tried to move. Her legs wouldn't respond. Her arms were numb. Her head hung forward, heavy with ornaments—hairpins, flowers, gold chains that clinked when she breathed.
"Rise," a voice said.
She looked up.
A man stood before her. He wore robes of deep purple, embroidered with golden dragons. His face was smooth, ageless, carved from jade and cruelty. Behind him, soldiers in armor stood at attention. Their swords were drawn.
Zhang Xia tried to speak, but her voice came out as a whisper. "Where am I?"
The man smiled. It was not a kind smile. "The Forbidden City, naturally. Did you think you could poison the Emperor's tea and walk away?"
Poison. Emperor. Forbidden City.
The words hit her like a physical blow. She looked down at her hands. They were pale, elegant, covered in silk. Rings adorned every finger. She wore robes of green and gold, rich fabrics that whispered of power.
A concubine. She was a concubine.
And she was about to be executed.
Memory flooded in—not her memory, but someone else's. A woman named Lin Yue. Nineteen years old. Favorite of the Emperor. Accused of treason by the Empress Dowager. The evidence was planted. The trial was a formality. The execution was scheduled for dawn.
Zhang Xia felt the woman's emotions like echoes. Fear. Rage. Despair.
But beneath them, something else. Something sharp and cold.
*She isn't me*, Zhang Xia thought. *She's dead already. I'm just wearing her skin.*
The executioner stepped forward. He was a massive man, bare-chested despite the cold, a curved blade gleaming in his hand.
"The Emperor has granted you one final request," the official said. "Speak it, and it shall be honored."
Zhang Xia's mind raced. She knew this period. Tang Dynasty. Emperor Xuanzong's reign, before the An Lushan Rebellion. She'd written a paper on it last semester. She'd read the primary sources, the poetry, the court records.
She knew what happened to concubines who were accused of treason.
They were beheaded.
"Water," she said. Her voice came out steady. "I want water."
The official raised an eyebrow. "That is your request?"
"No." Zhang Xia met his eyes. "I want to write a poem first. As is my right as a scholar of the court."
The official's expression flickered. Concubines were not scholars. But Lin Yue had been educated. She had been favored. And in the Tang Dynasty, a dying person's poetic request was sacred.
The official nodded. "Bring ink and paper."
The soldiers brought her a low table, inkstone, brush. They untied her hands. Her fingers trembled as she picked up the brush. But her mind was clear.
She wasn't going to write a poem.
She was going to write a chemical formula.
Gunpowder.
The recipe was simple. Saltpeter, sulfur, charcoal. She'd memorized it from a YouTube video about ancient Chinese warfare. The proportions were 75:10:15. The saltpeter was used in food preservation. The sulfur was available in the palace's alchemy chambers. The charcoal was everywhere.
But she didn't need to make gunpowder.
She just needed to make them think she could.
Zhang Xia dipped the brush. She wrote in careful, elegant characters:
*"Saltpeter from the kitchens. Sulfur from the alchemists. Charcoal from the fires. Mix in proportion. Add to the Empress's chambers. Light. Watch."*
She signed it with Lin Yue's name.
Then she looked up at the official. "Give this to the Empress Dowager. Tell her I have discovered a weapon that will destroy her enemies. She will want to see me alive."
The official's eyes narrowed. "You expect me to deliver a threat to the Empress Dowager?"
"I expect you to deliver a solution," Zhang Xia said. "The Tibetans are at the border. The generals are restless. The Empire needs new weapons. I am offering one."
She was bluffing. She had no idea if gunpowder existed yet in this era. It might. It might not. But she knew one thing: the Tang Dynasty was obsessed with alchemy. They believed in elixirs, in transformations, in the power of chemical reactions.
And the Empress Dowager was paranoid.
The official took the paper. He read it. His expression didn't change.
"Wait here," he said.
He left.
The executioner stayed. His blade glinted in the torchlight.
Zhang Xia watched the official's back disappear into the darkness. Her heart pounded so hard she could hear it in her ears. She had maybe five minutes. Maybe ten. If the Empress Dowager didn't buy it, she'd be dead before dawn.
But that wasn't the real problem.
The real problem was that she had no idea how to get back to her own body.
She looked down at her phone. It was still in her hand. The screen was cracked—no, not cracked. It was fading. The edges of the phone were becoming translucent, like smoke.
She held it tighter.
*Wake up*, she thought. *Wake up wake up wake up.*
Nothing.
The executioner shifted his weight. "The poem was clever," he said. His voice was low, almost kind. "But she won't believe you."
Zhang Xia looked at him. "Who?"
"The Empress Dowager." He shook his head. "She's already signed the death warrant. Nothing you say will change that."
"Then why haven't you killed me yet?"
The executioner smiled. It was a sad smile, full of years and blood. "Because I like poetry."
Footsteps echoed from the corridor. Multiple sets. Coming fast.
The executioner's smile faded. "She's coming herself. That's not good."
Zhang Xia's phone flickered. The screen went black. Then white. Then black again.
A notification appeared:
*"Samsara connection unstable. Remain calm. Do not resist."*
Remain calm. Right.
The Empress Dowager swept into the chamber. She was old, but not frail. Her robes were black and red, the colors of power. Her eyes were sharp, predatory, missing nothing.
She held the paper in her hand.
"This is nonsense," she said. "You are a concubine. You know nothing of weapons."
"Then burn it," Zhang Xia said. "And miss your chance."
The Empress Dowager's eyes flickered. She was calculating. Weighing. Deciding.
And in that moment of hesitation, Zhang Xia's phone buzzed.
The sound was loud in the silent chamber. Everyone stared.
The Empress Dowager's expression shifted from curiosity to rage. "What is that?"
Zhang Xia looked at the phone. The screen was flashing:
*"Connection restored. Returning to present."*
"Sorry," she said. "I have to go."
The world twisted again.
She felt herself falling, dissolving, stretching. The last thing she saw was the Empress Dowager's face, frozen in shock. The last thing she heard was the executioner's laugh.
Then she was back in her dorm room.
The heater was still broken. The instant noodles were still cold. Her laptop screen still glowed with the dark web forum.
And her phone was lying on the bed, screen dark, silent.
She picked it up.
The app was gone.
But there was a new notification in her settings:
*"Past life completed. Rewards pending. Next jump available in 24 hours."*
Zhang Xia stared at the screen.
Below the notification, in smaller text:
*"Warning: Changes to the past may affect the present. Proceed with caution."*
She looked at her hands. They were her hands again. Short nails. Cheap rings. A small scar on her thumb from a cooking accident.
But something was different.
There was dirt under her fingernails. Red dirt. The color of Tang Dynasty soil.
And on her wrist, hidden beneath her sleeve, a bruise in the shape of a hand.
The executioner's hand.
The past wasn't past.
And she was already marked.
Zhang Xia found it at 3:47 AM, hunched over her laptop in a dorm room that smelled like instant noodles and desperation. Her roommate had gone home for the winter break. The heating had died three hours ago. She'd wrapped herself in two blankets and a hoodie that had once been black but was now the color of regret.
She'd been searching for answers about her mother's death. Instead, she found a link that would kill her.
The thread title was in broken English: "REAL past life app. Not fake. I try it."
Below it, seven years of replies. Most were variations of "scam" and "OP is crazy" and "where download". The original poster never responded. But in the middle of the thread, buried under a cascade of troll comments, someone had posted a single line:
"APK unlocked. 24 hours only. Last chance before they patch it."
No name. No avatar. Just a link.
Zhang Xia stared at it. Her fingers were numb from cold. Her eyes burned from three nights of caffeine and grief. She should have been sleeping. She should have been processing. Instead, she was scrolling through the dark web, looking for ghosts.
She clicked.
The download took six seconds. The file was small. Smaller than any app she'd ever seen. No name. No icon. Just a blank square that installed itself onto her phone without asking permission.
She almost deleted it. Her thumb hovered over the uninstall button.
Then the app opened.
Black screen. White text. One word:
SAMSARA
Below it, a single line of instruction:
*"To enter a past life, hold the phone and close your eyes."*
Zhang Xia laughed. A hollow, exhausted sound. This was stupid. This was a virus. This was exactly the kind of thing her mother had warned her about.
But her mother was dead.
And what else was she going to do at four in the morning?
She held the phone. She closed her eyes.
Nothing happened.
She opened her eyes. The screen was still black. Still white text. Still the same instruction.
She tried again. Held the phone tighter. Squeezed her eyes shut until she saw colors behind her eyelids.
Nothing.
"Stupid," she muttered. She tossed the phone onto her bed and reached for her laptop.
But her hand never made it.
The world twisted.
It wasn't a feeling of falling. It wasn't spinning. It was more like someone had grabbed the fabric of reality and pulled it sideways. Zhang Xia felt her body stretch, compress, dissolve. She tried to scream, but she had no mouth. She tried to open her eyes, but she had no eyes.
Then she had a body again.
It was not her body.
She was kneeling on cold stone. Rough fabric bound her wrists behind her back. The air smelled of incense and blood. Torches flickered along stone walls, casting shadows that danced like living things.
Zhang Xia tried to move. Her legs wouldn't respond. Her arms were numb. Her head hung forward, heavy with ornaments—hairpins, flowers, gold chains that clinked when she breathed.
"Rise," a voice said.
She looked up.
A man stood before her. He wore robes of deep purple, embroidered with golden dragons. His face was smooth, ageless, carved from jade and cruelty. Behind him, soldiers in armor stood at attention. Their swords were drawn.
Zhang Xia tried to speak, but her voice came out as a whisper. "Where am I?"
The man smiled. It was not a kind smile. "The Forbidden City, naturally. Did you think you could poison the Emperor's tea and walk away?"
Poison. Emperor. Forbidden City.
The words hit her like a physical blow. She looked down at her hands. They were pale, elegant, covered in silk. Rings adorned every finger. She wore robes of green and gold, rich fabrics that whispered of power.
A concubine. She was a concubine.
And she was about to be executed.
Memory flooded in—not her memory, but someone else's. A woman named Lin Yue. Nineteen years old. Favorite of the Emperor. Accused of treason by the Empress Dowager. The evidence was planted. The trial was a formality. The execution was scheduled for dawn.
Zhang Xia felt the woman's emotions like echoes. Fear. Rage. Despair.
But beneath them, something else. Something sharp and cold.
*She isn't me*, Zhang Xia thought. *She's dead already. I'm just wearing her skin.*
The executioner stepped forward. He was a massive man, bare-chested despite the cold, a curved blade gleaming in his hand.
"The Emperor has granted you one final request," the official said. "Speak it, and it shall be honored."
Zhang Xia's mind raced. She knew this period. Tang Dynasty. Emperor Xuanzong's reign, before the An Lushan Rebellion. She'd written a paper on it last semester. She'd read the primary sources, the poetry, the court records.
She knew what happened to concubines who were accused of treason.
They were beheaded.
"Water," she said. Her voice came out steady. "I want water."
The official raised an eyebrow. "That is your request?"
"No." Zhang Xia met his eyes. "I want to write a poem first. As is my right as a scholar of the court."
The official's expression flickered. Concubines were not scholars. But Lin Yue had been educated. She had been favored. And in the Tang Dynasty, a dying person's poetic request was sacred.
The official nodded. "Bring ink and paper."
The soldiers brought her a low table, inkstone, brush. They untied her hands. Her fingers trembled as she picked up the brush. But her mind was clear.
She wasn't going to write a poem.
She was going to write a chemical formula.
Gunpowder.
The recipe was simple. Saltpeter, sulfur, charcoal. She'd memorized it from a YouTube video about ancient Chinese warfare. The proportions were 75:10:15. The saltpeter was used in food preservation. The sulfur was available in the palace's alchemy chambers. The charcoal was everywhere.
But she didn't need to make gunpowder.
She just needed to make them think she could.
Zhang Xia dipped the brush. She wrote in careful, elegant characters:
*"Saltpeter from the kitchens. Sulfur from the alchemists. Charcoal from the fires. Mix in proportion. Add to the Empress's chambers. Light. Watch."*
She signed it with Lin Yue's name.
Then she looked up at the official. "Give this to the Empress Dowager. Tell her I have discovered a weapon that will destroy her enemies. She will want to see me alive."
The official's eyes narrowed. "You expect me to deliver a threat to the Empress Dowager?"
"I expect you to deliver a solution," Zhang Xia said. "The Tibetans are at the border. The generals are restless. The Empire needs new weapons. I am offering one."
She was bluffing. She had no idea if gunpowder existed yet in this era. It might. It might not. But she knew one thing: the Tang Dynasty was obsessed with alchemy. They believed in elixirs, in transformations, in the power of chemical reactions.
And the Empress Dowager was paranoid.
The official took the paper. He read it. His expression didn't change.
"Wait here," he said.
He left.
The executioner stayed. His blade glinted in the torchlight.
Zhang Xia watched the official's back disappear into the darkness. Her heart pounded so hard she could hear it in her ears. She had maybe five minutes. Maybe ten. If the Empress Dowager didn't buy it, she'd be dead before dawn.
But that wasn't the real problem.
The real problem was that she had no idea how to get back to her own body.
She looked down at her phone. It was still in her hand. The screen was cracked—no, not cracked. It was fading. The edges of the phone were becoming translucent, like smoke.
She held it tighter.
*Wake up*, she thought. *Wake up wake up wake up.*
Nothing.
The executioner shifted his weight. "The poem was clever," he said. His voice was low, almost kind. "But she won't believe you."
Zhang Xia looked at him. "Who?"
"The Empress Dowager." He shook his head. "She's already signed the death warrant. Nothing you say will change that."
"Then why haven't you killed me yet?"
The executioner smiled. It was a sad smile, full of years and blood. "Because I like poetry."
Footsteps echoed from the corridor. Multiple sets. Coming fast.
The executioner's smile faded. "She's coming herself. That's not good."
Zhang Xia's phone flickered. The screen went black. Then white. Then black again.
A notification appeared:
*"Samsara connection unstable. Remain calm. Do not resist."*
Remain calm. Right.
The Empress Dowager swept into the chamber. She was old, but not frail. Her robes were black and red, the colors of power. Her eyes were sharp, predatory, missing nothing.
She held the paper in her hand.
"This is nonsense," she said. "You are a concubine. You know nothing of weapons."
"Then burn it," Zhang Xia said. "And miss your chance."
The Empress Dowager's eyes flickered. She was calculating. Weighing. Deciding.
And in that moment of hesitation, Zhang Xia's phone buzzed.
The sound was loud in the silent chamber. Everyone stared.
The Empress Dowager's expression shifted from curiosity to rage. "What is that?"
Zhang Xia looked at the phone. The screen was flashing:
*"Connection restored. Returning to present."*
"Sorry," she said. "I have to go."
The world twisted again.
She felt herself falling, dissolving, stretching. The last thing she saw was the Empress Dowager's face, frozen in shock. The last thing she heard was the executioner's laugh.
Then she was back in her dorm room.
The heater was still broken. The instant noodles were still cold. Her laptop screen still glowed with the dark web forum.
And her phone was lying on the bed, screen dark, silent.
She picked it up.
The app was gone.
But there was a new notification in her settings:
*"Past life completed. Rewards pending. Next jump available in 24 hours."*
Zhang Xia stared at the screen.
Below the notification, in smaller text:
*"Warning: Changes to the past may affect the present. Proceed with caution."*
She looked at her hands. They were her hands again. Short nails. Cheap rings. A small scar on her thumb from a cooking accident.
But something was different.
There was dirt under her fingernails. Red dirt. The color of Tang Dynasty soil.
And on her wrist, hidden beneath her sleeve, a bruise in the shape of a hand.
The executioner's hand.
The past wasn't past.
And she was already marked.